isnt it hard?

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isnt it hard to wake up in the morning and find out that those other days are gone? all you have is memories of happiness. you might wonder who can i turn to on this cold and chilly night of gloom the answer to that question is nowhere in this room. and what do you do when all youve learned to love doesnt love you after all? the answer should be in your heart right? but if your heart is broken it is a lot harder to find it isnt it? does anyone feel the way i do right now? does anyone care the way i do? it shouldnt be a problem, but its a problem in your head. my heart still beats, and my mind still thinks. turning things over and over again in my mind. do you feel bad when you hear sad songs on the raido? but when you think about it, its not the songs that are sad, its you. and you are just relating to a sad story. ironic how rain rhymes with pain, everyone associates sadness with rain. (i would talk about low pressure, but im going to keep scientific responses out right now) rain isnt that bad... i dont think so. but when it rains it pours ya know? yeah im talking about a bad day gone worse now. is there a key to happiness? try googling "how to find happiness" you might find that the results are not as pleasing as we would like. have you ever thought that all youve fought for is wrong? maybe you are on the wrong side of the battle. all we have worked for to find that we were just chasing a shooting star; how depressing. yeah i saw a shooting star tonight, and yes i thought of you.... however i hoped you wouldnt leave me like the rest. and i will wake up in the morning and find out that those other days are gone. all i will have are memories of happiness....